Wow!

I haven't blogged in a week and a half! Man, I guess I'll have to make-up for it this week. It's been a crazy and stressful couple weeks. My mom found out last Tuesday that her cancer has returned. I feel a whirlwind of emotion ranging from fear to anger. I worry that I won't have the strength to fight with her again and I hate myself for worrying. I hate that I have feelings that I can't control. I know that God is bigger than my fears and worries. I know that God has His hand on this situation, but it's like the fear just sweeps in like this huge tidal wave and I have no idea what to do. I am continuing to pray that God would give me the peace that He's given my mom. I think she's less fearful than I am. But she's a rock. You may not know that because sometimes, she gets a little weepy, but she's one of the strongest people you'll ever know. And, she's a prayer warrior. She's like that little old lady everyone used to go to for prayer, except she's not old. I am thankful that I've had such a great model of strength and compassion. I shouldn't leave out my father either. Talk about the greatest man.ever. (sorry Nathan) I think he has it in with the big man upstairs. He, too, has a strength I can't even begin to describe. It's like my parents went to some special school that gave them super-human emotional strength. Sign me up! Shoot, I cry at this commercial/public service announcement - it makes me all weepy and emotional! I think that if I could have half of my parents strength, I'd be golden. But instead, I am here. Right here. Right where I'm at. And I have to pray that as I continue to grow in my faith that I too will be inducted in the the "School of Strength Fame".

Okay, enough of my pity party. I know, nobody wants to be depressed., but hey, it's my blog and I'll cry if I want to. (I'm NOT crying at the moment thought)

We did just visit Seattle and had a great time. I hope that I can put up some of my pictures from the zoo soon. And some from Sesame Street Live!!!

OH! I now have a photography blog. I've only had a couple sessions and they are both up, but I'm hoping to pick up some more stuff. The address is - http://www.kamlyniphotography.blogspot.com/ - check it out - let me know what you think. Follow me. SOMETHING!